sideways

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released January 17, 2015

Produced Recorded and Mixed by Yosi Shitrit at Mary jane studios, Beersheva.

Lyrics by: Maayan Kaufman and Shay Zrihan.

Music by: Maayan Kaufman and Yosi Shitrit.

Drums: Itamar Abuchatzeira, Dani Shapira and Nadav Gorali.
Bass: Yossi Fine.
Double bass: Dudu Hemed.
Guitars, Keyboards: Yossi Shitrit.
Percussion: Shimi Biton.
Clarinet: Oded Ben-Itzhak.
Saxophone: Itai Weissman.
String Quartet: Eddie Reznik, Boris Rimer, Natasha Shar, Tzvi Lubliansky.
String Arrangements by Yossi Shitrit

Mastering: Shmulik Daniel, Hook Studio, Tel Aviv.

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Track Name: off guard
OFF GUARD

Hard to say why I came
Run out of stories to tell
And have I caught you off guard again?
And would you be pleased to know
To restrain oneself?
Oneself…
Track Name: sideways
SIDEWAYS

Kneeling down
To fix what's going on
I curse this love that in your eyes
To realize a dream that’s in your mind
I sense that fear inside your smile

Where it stops, still linger on...
I dare to stare, to see what's going wrong
I'm facing sideways, there I crawl...

Null and void
The pledge we've built inside
I took for granted bliss and luck
I've failed and lost
The keys into your door
I missed my timing
Know it's gone
Track Name: silent truce
SILENT TRUCE

Can't we just hide of the dreadful common truth
In your eyes I saw a sense of saddening blue..

Tales of how it could've been
Changed at once when night comes
Draped in sheets, quicksand is not a myth when we drown..

When we drown..

State of mind, time to declare for silent truce
Where can I find a new way for us to loose?

Here's a start time to be
Change my ways when night comes
Bury thoughts, clear the mining road
Build a riddle …
When I play my game, when I run
Stretch my pain when I cry
Whispering, quicksand is not a myth when we drown..

When we drown..
Track Name: chose to go
CHOSE TO GO

time seems to ceased to exist
i wonder how things turned out
if they didn't trash you down
those groundless fears
if you were still here
but your the one who chose to go
no one forced you
no one have told you so

and your the one who chose to go
no one forced you
no one told you so
wasn't satisfied enough
to see us grow..

am i selfish?
i am asking for your return
when you choked
when you choked
you didn't grumble at all
i need you more
and more then ever before
you chose to go..
Track Name: ebb and flow
Ebb and flow

Hey... keep talking
Keep your head above the pavement
Let me dream, let me be for a while
And yes I'm sure you've been there for her
In ways which no one else could have afford it
In between you should have been for my sake

Pray to overcome the beast inside
Regrets will rise…
Failed to see the sign, the dread inside
Regrets will rise…

Well we've been there
Ebb and flow will strike again
One last shot before I pull myself out
And yes I'm sure you've been there for her
In ways which no one else could have afford it
In between you should have been my mistake
Track Name: give
Give

give me a reason
to put a smile on my face
cause i've been forcing myself
to feel we are doing just great

and if.. if you fall i will catch
ignoring our past
but knowing its gonna last
and if.. if holding me back
never knowing your path
but knowing it's gonna last

lay down before me
and take this horrible chance
that i will care for your sake
you should embrace me as well
Track Name: unrest
UNREST

Have you gone loose, I still feel the blame?
Ya I know brought it on me
Walked along the walls getting close
See you fight with every movement I feel more.
In the room watching you cry
See those tears slowly fall down
Set beside your bed held your hand
Time is coming, feel the end...

And I wanted to see you
I miss you, unrest
Desperate to reach you
I miss you, unrest

Have I lost, have I done enough
Memories are holding tight
Thank you for waiting for them to arrive
Priceless moment say goodbye...

And I wanted to see you
I miss you, unrest
Desperate to reach you
I miss you' unrest
I know I can't reach you
I miss you, unrest

Am I lost still feel the blame
Ya I know brought it on me
Walked along the walls getting close
You fight...
Track Name: new wind
NEW WIND

Time to plan again, to let you go
A new wind came again and sores my soul
And I won't…
I won't shed a tear
Time to plan again, to let things grow
Breakthrough
Cast aside what's been left and find me some rest
Learn to float all over again

How bad can it be?! I'm barely breathing
How sad can it be?! I'm barley feeling
How awake can I be?! I'm barely dreaming
How can I overcome..

Time to plan again, to bury you
A new wind came again and blow my soul
I can't say "it's not what I want" I knew from the start…
And I'm too proud to admit you had brought me down on my knees
But I know it's not what I need

How bad can it be?! I'm barely breathing
How sad can it be?! I'm barley feeling
How awake can I be?! I'm barely dreaming
How can I overcome..

things i've said are falling like bricks..
bring myself back those years i've spent
i know it won't last.. wind had turned once
Track Name: days have gone
DAYS HAVE GONE

You can see that I've been hurt
Because nothing stay high that long
I've got confused between what I am
What I am and what I should

I bet you never dare to chose
I guess you never promised you would

Days have gone, nothing changed
Take a look at all the mess we made
Who draw the line?
Who stretch it far
To see how painful it will be this time

I bet you never dare to chose
I guess you never promised you would

The truth can trick and I'm impressed
I had a perfect view, I was misled
You should be shamed
But it's me instead
I know you fool me once a again
I bet you never dare to choose
I bet guess never promised you would

Ways in which we walked
Meaningless
Walls that we have build
Falling straight
Fake in plastic mask
Lost his grace

Grace
Track Name: in between us
IN BETWEEN US

I cannot be, when you near
It's taking toll and I just…
I cannot be, when you near
It's taking toll…

Tell me that I'm innocent, I need it
Take away the dirty and the soiled
Many times I've seen the signs you're giving
But these become too clich to yourself

Carry off the burden as I'm tripping
Breaking off the bridge which leads to you
Maybe I'm too real and not a dreamer
But we will find that we…

waste time
You might have to come back

I cannot be, when you near
It's taking toll and I just…
I cannot be, when you near
It's taking toll…

Tearing out my emptiness by tricking
Faking all my dreams, pretend I'm home
Many lies I've build around my feelings
Convincing to believe it in myself

Rectify my innocence, its killing
Change my way of living and my goals
I'm ready now and free to other feelings
The leaf now turns to green…

Wait now you might
Have to come running…
Back…